Have you ever felt what I felt? If you do lets have talk. I felt ALONE, LOST, and HOPELESS. I'am so emotional drained for the past month that I dont know what is wrong with me anymore, I miss my man but most importantly I miss my best friend.

     Have you ever been so left out that you just wanna exhale all your breath away, lay down for hours hoping that you would wake up in a world that nobody knows you so you can start over. Have you ever felt like the whole part of you is slowly killing you emotionaly, you think its your period or depression thought it is not one of them. Did it ever happened to you when you were working or eating that you just started crying? I did everyday and i dont know how to stop and gain control of me emotionaly. 

     Have you ever tried to be happy and all smiling and thinking that sooner or later it is going to be okay, doing what you do most, having some food to eat and watch TV that makes you smile and forget about what you felt right now. but you know what at the end of the day Im still Lonley... And for the first time in my life I felt INVISIBLE.

Please Come HOME! I need to be help.

Went out with a friend 080205

Something that I didn’t expect from that particular person

Being a girl is hard but knowing yourself first is the key for every good foundation.

Neither telling nor controlling can make it worst…

Change is important though many of us are afraid of it.

Bringing others down defines who we are, keeping it in silence can make someone’s dreams become reality. If a person sacrifices happiness for others, people say its love but to that person can be define as death and easily replaced by revenge.

Having second chances is a gift, accepting and doing what has to be done its up to us so we can tell ourselves that we took it give it our all. Remembering our needs and wants in life can affect someone who are dear to us.

A person needs time to reflect as well as to regain strength to show a brave face to the surface which we called portrait of life.

Romantic love movies that we watch does not exists it’s far from real, by making mistakes and learning from it is your story and the decisions you’ve made is a part of you that we can never undo.

<<< Hope it can help….it did to me>>>

 ~~~Relationship~~~

For the past 14 years I have watched my friends go through and suffer relationships even though stupidity is what they are doing they don’t realized that until they broke up with him or her and think about what they have done.

Now some people will do anything just to prove to others that their love is strong and some will do anything just to make their relationship work…

Not knowing that their partner is taking them for granted like the kindness of one person. Even if that kind person knows that he/she is wrong and no effort has been done.

Some people keep forcing themselves that to a person that no longer sees them as lovers but just FRIENDS…I know others would tell you ignore what people say…see…hear…or even feel…

But you know what sometimes you have to listen to your FRIENDS and go with your instincts…even smart people needs help to realized that they have nothing to go for their relationship, because friend sees everything….. They hear everything…

Don’t ignore the signs

·       Your friend makes no comment when you’re doing something wrong or sharing some of your stories about him to them…

·       Your friend’s eyes stares each other and look at you weirdly and smile…

·       Your friends don’t get along with your man or woman

·       Your friends show their anger to you because they know you are hurting inside.

Always remember and keep in mind that your friends loves and care for you they know if there is something wrong they are there to guide and help you in anyway they can especially when it comes to LOVE they might not tell you the truth about your relationship when your man/woman is far away of distance. But if you just give yourself a chance and ask them…. let them explain what they say, hear or even feel…

When you find that special someone so as your friends because there are NO WORDS to explain…. NO PHRASE to tell… about you and the one you LOVE.

The advice:

Love is just love but friends are forever and nobody can change that…